275...

I have been running on no appetite for several days. Yesterday I had a nonfat yogurt for breakfast and a Zone bar for lunch. By 7:00 pm, I started feeling nauseous and a little dizzy, probably from very low blood sugar. We were going to Costco at the time, so I had half a Chicken Bake and felt better. Later in the evening I ate the other half, and about half a dozen garlic shrimps we had purchased from Costco (pretty good, actually).

This afternoon, I'm feeling the same no appetite feeling. I'm going to have a nonfat yogurt right now because I don't want to spiral out of control later. Oh, and a pomegranate Izzy. Yum. I'm more thirsty than hungry anyway.

Very tired today. Part of the fatigue is from staying up late last night with friends and then finally going to bed at 4:30 this morning. My heel spur foot was really hurting last night at Costco, and even after I got off my foot, it was hurting deep down, so I took a Tylenol PM to try to sleep. If I have any little bit of pain in my body at bedtime, I simply can't sleep, thus the Tylenol PM. I only took one, but I awoke at 1:30 pm, and I'm still groggy and fatigued. Being so tired does nothing for my appetite either so I'm going to try to move around today and get some chores done, and hopefully work the fatigue out of my system.

The one hopeful thought I'm having is by this time next month, I'll be 10 pounds lighter, YAY! It will be nice to be in the 260's soon. If I focus on 10 pounds a month, by the end of summer vacation, I'll be 245!!!! Wow. That makes me 205 by the end of the year! Once I break that 205 barrier, my BMI will be out of the morbidly obese range (I think 202 is my magic number). And then, by this time next year I'll be NORMAL. Well, normal physically.... If you ever get to the point in your life where you're not 'normal' in other respects, then good for you. Normal is over-rated. And boring.